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UGH!! WHO CARES!!!! [Oct. 24th, 2004|10:53 am]
[mood |hungryi'm going to kill something]
[music |WAAF]

i don't care. not anymore. so fucking quit it, why do you do this to me. you are just as bad as he is. i'm glad i didn't see it, even if i wanted to. why can't you just leave me the fuck alone sometimes. you wonder why its different now, well fucking smarten up you ass. i can't handle it, i still want to finish the plan, brenden's not around to foil it, and lord knows flynn isn't either. i want to go home, i hate working on sundays. and i hate hearing from you about stupid shit. you fell off of the face of the earth before, why don't you run along and try to do it again. my life was so much simpler without all of you. Go the fuck away...you'll all be better off without me, actually so will the world. maybe i'll do you all a favor. good luck to you all, o and from the beginning i've said "sucks to be you" a lot. i believe it, but i wanted it to be me, and you used to want it to be me. but i guess that's not true anymore, so i'm gone. maybe he won't blow me off again, or i'll go after nipples. i think i should anyway. he's you in a different body.
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endless [Oct. 24th, 2004|10:13 am]
[mood |aggravatedaggravated]
[music |stp]

it's sunday morning, and i'm at work. it's our morning to sleep in and cuddle, at least that's what you said last night. but you never showed up, again.

i have the best roomate in the world. skl, you shouldn't have cleaned as much as you did...now i feel like an ass. you're the best. but next time, get me out of bed, please?
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(no subject) [Oct. 22nd, 2004|02:16 pm]
[mood |confusedconfused]
[music |dev's typing and some static]

days off make me realize how much i never want to work again. good thing i don't have another one for two weeks.

i hate when boys say they are going to call, and then don't. then they are mysteriously impossible to get in touch with for the next 3 weeks, 8 days, 4 hours, 11 minutes, and 24 seconds. why do they do that?

come visit, we have furniture. thanks to the toms.
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gymmie [Oct. 19th, 2004|03:32 pm]
[mood |dirtydirty; not in a good way]
[music |stone sour (bother <3 )]

i'm so sick of doing work right now. i want to go home. i want to go home and take a shower and then go to dinner with ange, jerome, and nipples. i definitley do not want to go to the gym, at all.

it's sad to know that a somple threat from a person that i rely on so much is the only thing that can get me off of my ass. i know i could live without them, i have before, but i feel like i still need them around. i'm that dependent of others. that sucks.

this time there's no giving up. i need to do this,and i need to save money to make it all perfect. at least in my head...this is going to hurt.

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no turning back. [Oct. 17th, 2004|03:29 pm]
[mood |distresseddistressed]
[music |pats game]

i think it's getting old for you now, and you hate it.

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movin' out [Sep. 25th, 2004|04:55 pm]
[mood |ecstaticecstatic]
[music |avril]

i'm so excited!!!We got the apartment<3 we're moving this week!i'm finally getting out....
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werkin' [Sep. 14th, 2004|11:37 am]
[mood |draineddrained]
[music |the annoying girl & the girl-y boy]

I HATE BEING HERE RIGHT NOW!!! but it's almost lunch time, me and skl will be able to relax for a bit, and later we will take our walk. that's always nice.

i hope that we get that apartment that we looked at yesterday. we would have that place looking so ridiculously cute. it's perfect for the three of us, and the price is definitely. i think we'd be stupid to pass it up if she offers. i can't wait to find out, i need out of brenden's bad. it will be so much less stress...but i love bren, and i'm going to miss him. a lot. but not as much as flynnie.

you're the only one i'd be with until the end. imf.<3
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who is this girl? [Sep. 11th, 2004|08:11 pm]
[mood |discontentwhere's skl?]
[music |staind]

today was a shopping day. it shouldn't have been, but that's what it turned into. i couldn't help it, it's Kohl's...

i'm lonely, thats the conclusion i came to last night in the back seat of sarah's car. i actually did a lot of thinking while i was back there, mind you it may have been the altered state of mind that i was in, but it was still some good thinkin time. i love thinkin time, well unless its about bad stuff and then i fucking hate thinking time. but i suppose last nights was decent. besides the feeling way lonely.

um, so i woke up at 530am because i wanted to listen to the radio!?! who does that? i think i need to let that part of my life go, that too, along with everything else, has come to a bitter end. an end that i didn't see coming at all, not until it fucking bit me in the ass. why does that always happen?

anyways, i'm going to go play with my kitten. and perhaps show my brenden all of my purchases. he loves that...

p.s. i think it's over with me and flynn, again. what the fuck....
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thanks jon s. [Aug. 9th, 2004|11:00 pm]
[mood |confusedflynn left]
[music |bren's watching a show about strippers]

when harry met sally
Everyone remembers the 'faked-orgasm-in-a-deli'
sequence from your kind of movie When Harry Met
Sally. It seems that you're falling for a buddy
or have already fallen for them. Uh-oh. You're
probably caught between the possibility of
having a great relationship and wrecking the
one you have now. You know what they say, it's
better to regret something you did than
something you didn't do.

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i love him [Aug. 9th, 2004|10:51 pm]
[mood |ecstaticecstatic]
[music |ashlee]

he's in remission!! i started to cry when he told me.
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