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unexpected visitors suck [May. 24th, 2005|08:20 am]
[mood |blahblah]
[music |velvet revolver]

I feel like I've lost everything when you're gone
Left remembering what it's like to have you here with me
I thought you should know,
You're not making this easy.

i want this week to be over. doesn't anyone realize that i'm a big ball of stress that is about to explode all over this cubicle. this padded cell i call work. i'm beginning to hate this place, but who doesn't hate what they do. ok, so i know a couple that don't but they're just a few of the lucky ones.

i'm going back to school, get this, for fun!! who does that you ask...? me, i suppose. but i'm kind of excited, although i shouldn't count my chickens before they hatch...or my eggs before they're laid!! hehe. history, politics, and terrorism are calling my name, and i figured since i have my damn heart condition and can't join the military like i really want to, i can learn as much as possible and try to get a government job. there's no way i'm staying here forever...and i'll be closer to a certain boy i love to be with.

I'll fall asleep tonight 'cause that brings me closer o you.

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parziale [Dec. 7th, 2004|08:00 pm]
[mood |drained3:30am comes early]
[music |tv noise]

i wish i could live friday over and over again...i love spending time with parz. our conversations are the craziest, his friends are the craziest, and we always have a blast! i love it. so i think we're doing it again this weekend, but in LA, he feels more at home there. Limo, again? hehehe.
p.s. i hate losing money, but i made up for it by chugging those bottles of champagne with parz...good times!

so he didn't even mention me (for all everyone knows his three month drought is just adding up the days), at first i didn't know what to think but we cleared that up on the phone last night, i think. it doesn't matter, i just want to have fun. it seems as though some people don't know how to do that a lot, or they are held back by something that they can't control. it sucks, but they find their way...right now, for me, i'm living life...and you aren't holding me back anymore!!

ugh....when will the weekend be here!?!
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go ahead [Nov. 29th, 2004|07:25 pm]
[mood |blahblah]
[music |news]

the more you talk about it, the more i'm going to ignore you. i don't care if it hurts. you're making me feel like shit.
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2+2= o i get it!!! [Nov. 23rd, 2004|02:24 pm]
[mood |gloomygloomy]
[music |linkin park]

I think that you should just slap me in the face, it may be a little less painful. whatever. i keep trying, you keep blowing me off. just tell me if this isn't working anymore. i don't know what to think and that sucks. ugh, we used to have SO much fun. now there's nothing...wtf. i feel like i do nothing but piss you off, which is probably true. ange says i can be a frustrating person to deal with, maybe that's what you finally see, but you are way too nice to tell me.

i knew this would happen.
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your car stinks and it's cold [Nov. 7th, 2004|08:27 am]
[mood |pleasedpleased]
[music |saliva]

i love creating my own destiny, even if it takes a whole day.

random trips to boston with a boy you hardly know, but love, are the best times. especially when they are dressed in big snoopy costumes and buy me beer. babe, i'll tug on your tail anytime! i'll listen on monday, and i'll see you on thursday <3

i hope Garv got his girl.
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what are you thinking? [Nov. 6th, 2004|10:27 am]
[mood |naughtynaughty]
[music |saliva]

Love Ya.

That's what i get? Love ya? After a week, i get this? I'm not so sure you understand this entire situation. Especially from my point of view. What in God's name are you thinking?

ok, you can call.

today is a great day to hunt you down and force you to love me.
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o i see, i completely understand [Nov. 2nd, 2004|09:33 pm]
[mood |frustratedfrustrated]
[music |south park.]

from now on i'm just going to keep my mouth shut.

where did you go?
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designated buyer [Oct. 30th, 2004|10:53 pm]
[mood |annoyedannoyed]
[music |svu]

people owe me money. i need it, i need new tires. have you ever wondered why sometimes parents will bend over backwards for ine kid and not the other? that's not right.

o yeah, lose my number.
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sorry. [Oct. 28th, 2004|04:45 pm]
[mood |flirtydrinks with the girls <3]
[music |aerosmith]

to you: i'm sorry,i suck.

we're going out for drinks. naomi is leaving us (insert sad face with a tear) but i get her filing cabinet!!! aw...

i want to see you so badly. muah!
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yay [Oct. 25th, 2004|12:24 pm]
[mood |crappyfuck the gym]
[music |jimmy eat world]

you wanna know what's worse than knowing we're not together anymore, is trying to explain to all of these people why we aren't. wait, i don't even know why.
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